Tuesday, December 22, 2009

crazy passionate meant to be- love.

It's been a while since I updated, truthfully I've had weird crazy dreams but my life has been a little out of control lately, especially my thoughts and I have no been able to gather enough energy or control to write my dreams down. Last night's dream however was special, it's a secondary dream and I will try to make as much sense of it as I can.
There was this guy, never seen him before...the dream itself was short. He was there and I knew him and I were meant to be together, I was inside a car and he was leaving, he was supposed to get in a bus or something, but he kept looking back at me. I didnt know him in my dream and I doubt we had met yet, we were pretty much like strangers just staring at each other, then he came closer and handed me a piece of paper, it looked like a cut out newspaper article, something about a crazy lady with cats but for some reason this was significant to me, it seemed like in another dream I've had, I knew that my one and true love will hand me that piece of paper and that's how I'd know. This blow me away and I felt so overwhelmed with emotion to have found him. He kept walking away and I kept staring at him, he kept looking back at me as I stared at him from the car, then I decided to get out of the car, and he came running for me. We kissed and it was the most increible kiss ever, we were in the car and then I realized someone was stealing the car, so I started to hit the old man stealing the car (which I think it was the guy's) finally, I decided to take whatever I could and jump out of the car, he jumped out first and then I followed with a suitcase and other valuable items like a camera etc. Once we hit the floor we started kissing again, so meaningfully then some girls passed us by and said something and that's all I remember. The moment I woke up, I felt sad because I want to feel that, I want to feel that "I'm crazy about you/cant live without you" passion. I want that, I dont care if it happens now or if I have to wait for it. I dont know who this guy was, I just want and pray that one day I get to feel what I felt inside my dream.